Happy New Year!

I’ve been super sick. Normally when I say that, it’s all about my MS & Lupus. Optic neuritis, fatigue, dizziness, migraines, severe muscle spasms, severe pain, painful hands, and last but not least, numbness & tingling are my most debilitating MS symptoms. This time, it’s because I caught a bug!

Even though I’m on injections every other night, it only reduces the frequency of my episodes, not stop them! I mostly rely on my faith & pray for no new lesions, each time I have an MRI. Now I’m slowly finding out how horrible a weakened immune system can be, and I’m changing my mind about being on Extavia!

Winter break with my family thus far, has been spent in pj’s, a messy bun, taking Prednisone and Azithromycin, and eating to live (which is detrimental since I’m a foodie, and I live to eat)!

In 2018, I’m aiming for more courage. I’ll always be humble, grateful and compassionate! So, a new year for me means more prayers going up for all those suffering, more time to hope for a cure for MS, more time to exude grace & strength, more reasons to practice patience and more time to love all those around me.

I say this sincerely, Happy New Year everyone!

Strength…

“…be strong and courageous! God is with you wherever you go.”

#ms #strength #beingtruetomyself #findingbalance #faithhopelove #familyiseverything

My favorite mug ☺️

Comparison…

I probably shouldn’t do this, ever… But, when I compare my present self to my old self (my true self) there is barely a twinkle of recognition! Optic Neuritis, tingling, numbness, falling, extreme fatigue, muscle spasms, and pain stop me in my tracks daily…thanks #MS!  Swelling from a #LupusFlare makes my shoes too tight and my fingers feel like popping. #JointPain is so consuming that I don’t remember how it feels to have “normal” knees. For Crystal with MS, planning ahead is pointless, but that’s how our 🌎 works. So, I have to find a way to be a part of it! #MS #Lupus #GoingMyOwnWay #BeingTrueToMe #FindingBalance #DeepThoughts #MSMadeMeStronger

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